Losing (Fright)

I don't have any idea since when, but I feel it not so quite times ago.

It is not things such as...

misery to know your loving cat is dead,

lose your big opportunity to win million money,

your stick plans turn to ruin,

your favorite dvd is broken,

run out of allowances,

can't break an easy puzzles,

annoying with stumbling teeth when kissing,

alone in the house at night,

regret for run out of snacks in your room,

stain in your favorite dress, or

tired of TV drama and TV gives no good shows for you.

Those all are just gravels in your life

But i feel afraid about some classic gravel in every girls' fright!

"When you can not bear to lose your boy you love the most!"

or maybe for you, in common people are like

"Having untrusted best friend stab you on the back!"

(is it true the same, isn't it? tell me if I'm wrong)

Have you ever had questions about..

why I have this feeling?

where is this begin?

and when is this end?

can I hold it?

and you ever hopes of..

I don't want to be disappointed, please.

I will have enough patient to get along with him/her.

I won't wake up in beautiful daydreaming.

if I get the worst, I will be strong as storm.

Everyone wants to be trusted and have the truth from someone believe them.

ga bermaksud galau sih, tapi apalah daya. pengennya sih berbagi isi pikiran, gue harap cari ini ga cissy!

Best Wishes for Adh

This is how we share love from our 3 best years.

And this is just one of them.

Come when we have special day, and we are there for each other.

This is our love for you Angs.

Although we know you know and you know we know you know,

but seems some attitudes to show how we feel won't let you down

We had hiperbolic sharing cares for our monochrome life fulfill with vintage or psychedelic colors

thru the things we likes

fortunately, we have a whole universe of ours

words are words, sentences are sentences, dreams are dreams

every-us are different.

I know we have one or some or any in common(s)

but I don't know what

Because this thing is your day, on last June 5th 2011.

Those pics and video are yours, but the story is ours of course.

Because the times with you are best of all gorgeus times I had

The more over is because you all always there for reallity

From me, bimon, and will.

for adh.

Makes another day chums.

:*

Time Consuming

 Much times were wasting out.

waste times for take a nap, watching piracy-DVD, starring at cat plays or cat sleeps, maybe do nothing

Times waste poorly

so pooor...ly

Do you have any kind of interest?

My mom thaught me how do knit or crochet, when I was in junior high.

But they were not my fav-kind-thing.

But I couldn't do anything to spend for this precious time

But I have needle and yarns... so what am i waiting for?

Do knit! Do crochet!

Then I just sang  lalalalalala...

Inside my room, under the blankets, lied on pillows and bolster

watched them carefully about the pattern

ignoring my partner

ignoring my cat

ignoring my friends

focus

Then a making-thing-in-precious-times-work had done

So what must i suppose to feel?

I am happy

biru in one memory

Oh Biru,

Biarkan diriku merengkuhmu

Hanyutkan dirimu dalam cintaku,

tersenyumlah untukku

Oh Biru,

Indah dirimu hempaskan aku

Jauh ku tenggelam dalam tatapmu

Sesatku dalam kasihmu

Sejuta kata takkan pernah bisa lisankan maksud rasaku ini

Dia, mengalir dalam darahku

Dia, setengah dari jiwaku

Dia, bayangan atas nyawaku

Dia...

Oh Biru,

Detak jantungmu membawa aku

berlayar tengah samudra cintamu

Sesatku dalam kasihmu

Dia mengalir dalam darahku

Dia setengah dari jiwaku

Dia bayangan atas nyawaku

Dia..

Biarlah dua menjadi satu

Biru

*some lyrics from ANDA - In Medio Album

Through The Spots

let me see........

...Good Night...

Had Happen in My Room

Every people have a comfort nest to find. Sometimes, they aren't cozy enough. So, they have to build a comfortness.

Build something like that needs times. Collect all kind of stuffs you need, arrange them, and feel them. Are they comfy enough for me?

If you feel that's all just like what you want, now there will be much much much times you'll spend in that nest. You do anykind of things you're very love, even your pet.

 

 

they are my comfort zones.

Paking Ticture

Some day, mr. honey bear come down the hill, to visit his friend, ms. yellow cat.

nothing to do in that day. "maybe, visiting a friend will be kind a nice activity," mr. bear thought.

Few hours, they having chit chat about anything........

ms. cat : sir, are you easily get bored these day, honey?

mr. bear : yeah.

ms. cat : i think we must make a new thing in between our line, so this will make it more interesting

mr. bear : like what?

ms. cat : taking picture of ours

mr. bear : ?!

ms. cat : c'mon

mr. bear : okay..

KLIK!

ms. cat : one more?

mr. bear : haha, olright..

KLIK!

mr. bear : nice... take me look.

ms. cat : can we have some more?

mr. bear : yeah.

klik!

mr. bear & ms. cat : WHAT THE....

ms. cat : i think its blackout....

mr. bear : oh, dear

......