Losing (Fright)

I don't have any idea since when, but I feel it not so quite times ago.

It is not things such as...

misery to know your loving cat is dead,

lose your big opportunity to win million money,

your stick plans turn to ruin,

your favorite dvd is broken,

run out of allowances,

can't break an easy puzzles,

annoying with stumbling teeth when kissing,

alone in the house at night,

regret for run out of snacks in your room,

stain in your favorite dress, or

tired of TV drama and TV gives no good shows for you.

Those all are just gravels in your life

But i feel afraid about some classic gravel in every girls' fright!

"When you can not bear to lose your boy you love the most!"

or maybe for you, in common people are like

"Having untrusted best friend stab you on the back!"

(is it true the same, isn't it? tell me if I'm wrong)

Have you ever had questions about..

why I have this feeling?

where is this begin?

and when is this end?

can I hold it?

and you ever hopes of..

I don't want to be disappointed, please.

I will have enough patient to get along with him/her.

I won't wake up in beautiful daydreaming.

if I get the worst, I will be strong as storm.

Everyone wants to be trusted and have the truth from someone believe them.

ga bermaksud galau sih, tapi apalah daya. pengennya sih berbagi isi pikiran, gue harap cari ini ga cissy!